24th of May 2005
TUESDAY

Hi everybody;

There is something in the air tonight that since I arrived it is not letting me to have fun here. I wander what if might be? I am very tired. My mind goes all over the place between selling my house and thinking that I am not going to be here in three months. It makes me fell sad and it make me think that what is it going to happen to us in the future?

On the other hand my knee is not great and I have a little bit of a bleak day.
 
I check around and everybody is out of the show already, at least in his or her minds. I saw people coming in and they were dressed ready to go out and hit the clubs. All the conversations are about what everybody is doing tonight and here there are experts in going out in Las Vegas.
 
I am going for a beer to the Champagne Coffee. It is like our local dive. It is very cheap and they know us there so it is very comfortable, especially tonight that there are not students and it is quiet. 

! Oh¡ I am so old, it is terrible. Do not tell me I am having my thirties crisis? that would be really terrible. Well, I suppose I have all the symptoms, I like young girls more and more. I get drunk with a glass of wine and I can not even touch hard drugs because they make me fell funny the day after but the worst sign is probably that after lunch I crass, yes, I sit down and I fall sleep and there is nothing I can do to get over. I need a power nap.

Oh God I am getting older.

Have fun.