25th of July 2005
MANIFEST

Hello to the world,

Remain me to change that hello thing, after some time it has become really boring.

While I was going to the theatre to today many of you have told me that you do not want us to go or that you are going to miss us. I have been there and I told to many of my friends who left before the same thing. At the same time I knew while I was saying that to them that they were going to go, that their path was already written and that I will miss them but I will also will see them again in another place.

As far as I am concern I am not going to forget anyone. I am going to remember all of you for as long as I can. I will go from here thinking that perhaps I should have stayed longer and that my decision was wrong. Also I know that in some time the whole thing would become a very long memory and it would be a really nice memory that I will make it better and better as the time goes by.

I am not good at staying because I am very good at leaving. In my life I have left some places and it was never nice and it was never happy. The whole thing become a big pure of felling that you try to swallow as fast as you can. In may case as I kept doing the leaving part I try to enjoy the pure by swallowing slowly some times and by drinking a lot with the people that decided to stay.

My heart will break and I will carry on leaving places on and on until I could not leave anywhere else.

Have fun.